Time seems to pass by so quickly, school year is ending. Time has changed... But still... I feel as though... something is missing... true, I present to you a happy exterior... yet I'm not always as happy as I seem to be. Not always...

Sometimes I feel like I want to run to you. Run back to the chapters we left off at... but i know that i can't. Yes i know... i have someone, yes i care for her... but sometimes i wonder to myself i actually do. But i still long for you. Why? Sometimes, when you are with me... I wonder if you really do enjoy my company...

What do you do, when that important person asks you to hate them? Would you swallow the pain and do as they wished? Or would you persists on loving them? I'm lost... I need guidance... I'm not as strong as I present myself to be... I don't want to show you my vulnerability... I still...

I just want to run away from it all, run away from all the sadness, the pain. leave behind this life... but then, i would hurt someone else in return if i were to run away. I don't want to hurt anyone... especially her... and you...

"Everywhere I turn, I hurt someone. But there's nothing I can say to change the things I've done." - No Way Out, Phil Collins

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